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I used to wake up every day, and ask myself. Would anyone care if I died? Would anyone shed tears overy my death? Would there be weeps of sorrow? The answer used to be no for the most part. I mean, my faimly would care.. but thats kind of given.. and in my head, isn't enugh for some reason ( Read more... )

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I really wish the rain would finaly come.. the crops are starting to wither and die from dehydration...

On another note.. I realize that my memory seems to be getting a bit worse.... Perhaps I should see a doctor? Oh yea, my medical insurance is void now... Guess that will have to wait.

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(Searches everywhere for the reset button) Dammit! Where the shit is it?

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Fuck this shit called life. Fuck all of it. I'm sick of trying to prove my existance to people. I'm sick of having to explain myself for everything. I'm dead on the inside.. Realize it and shut the fuck up. God.