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I'd update, but so many things have been going on that I'm trying to keep things down to a minimum of excitment... plus my mind has been blocking off so many things its hard to think or talk or remember. I'll do a quick list if you want, but I'm not gonna go into details ( Read more... )

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So I was told to update my LJ already... hmmm, ok what to update ( Read more... )

It hurts everytime I think about it.. deep in my heart. I can feel the pain, but I keep pushing it down... Everytime I talk to someone about him I put on my smile with out even realizing it.. and I stop thinking about what has happened.. I just go on, trying to forget ( Read more... )

So he died yesterday.. Wake is today, funeral is tomorow. I dunno what to feel, I dunno what to think.

Well, I saw my counsler today. I didn't even recognize him. This man used to weigh like 260 + with a heavy set face and body because he was a bit short.. but when I saw him, he was a skeleton. Couldn't have weighed more then 100 pounds.. his lips were all messed up and he was spitting alot when he talked.. There was blood in his cup of water, with ( Read more... )

I'm going to become a better person. Seriously. I need to. I'm going to stop complaining about little things. I realize that being both depressed and jewish puts 2 strikes against me.. but I can get through it. If I catch myself complaining I'm going to stop. I'm going to try and think hard about what I say before I do it. I'm going to stop getting ( Read more... )

Which poem are you?
And Death Shall Have No Dominion by Dylan Thomas
Man, you're dramatic and overwrought. Nothing is ever simple to you. You like to brood. You're probably one of those goths.

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