i used to be an open book lying in the darkest corner of all. now...now i'm a closed book with many locks on it, still lying in the darkest corner.

yo?! what up? yeah nmh...what am i saying there are a zillion things in/on my mind right now! and....shit...fuck...

i've lost my use of expression (ok not really) but...shit! i can't say things. i tryed to say them to marly today but i just couldn't. and i'm trying to type them but i can't...*sigh*...i can't even say what happened in marly's office ( Read more... )

i have a sudden craving for reginelli's bread stix. i also want ice cream. i'm kinda tired. i have to write a poem for religion...*sigh* i want to go to bares and noble. and i want to go to best buy so i can get this cd. but....

i'm sorry ros...

*sigh* later yo

yeah so i made my box work!! yeah go me!!

anyway ...not much to update bout. michaela asked adam out. (lusher adam) uumm...

i feel nothing right now. i am gonna get my own journal. and put this all in a note book. but i may update often. i prob won't even do that for a few weeks.

uummmm i'm reading a very very good book called crank! if u r a ( Read more... )

hello. home from skull! man skull was really boring....ccept for sex ed. intreasting..

anyway yeah i loved rubbing the concert and stuff in to chris's face! hehe...

anyway yeah nothing much is happening now. i'm kinda tired. i think i will go take a nap...eventually.

well later

-mary/malea 

omg!!! i had soo much fun!!! eekk!!! you have no idea how happy i am!! anyway after marly i went home and then eve picked me up. we went to the hob. and it was sooo packed! i mean... anyway we all squeezed into the middle and moshed and had jus a lot of fun!! i went ppl surfing twice, so did eve!! that was a kick ass! eve and i moshed...a lot...pat ( Read more... )

yo...'sup home dawgs? not mcuh here.. i just finished my religion essay!! yey!! but i still need to do more homework...*sticks tounge out*

anyway i don't know what the hell was up with that last entry. i just felt hopeful...but then again really weird things happen in my brain and to me at night, so...yeah..

but i still really want to cut!! *tear* ( Read more... )

and so she may see the light once again... or she may smile again....ok i think thats what i'm gonna name my thingy....

but anyway maybe i can quit. i don't know what happened but i feel so hopeful. i feel as if i couldn't understand why they can't see any light? my light has jus gotton soo much brighter!...but i can still want to cut...it's so ( Read more... )

yo...'sup? not much here...*sigh*

i want ice cream....from tcby(i)

i need to do homework...*major sigh* fuck social studies and religion homework...

damnit i really need to do that!

*sigh* later

-mary/malea

yo! 'sup  hommies?! yeah nothin much here. jus woke up... chillin at eve's!! yeah we haven't really done anything. we wakled around V.I.....but thats bout it..well we hung with casey.

but yeah i haven't cut in a while! go me! yeah thats one of the reasons y i came out here...

anyway i have soo many guy problems....*sigh*

well later

-mary/malea