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[blacklamb456]

*sigh*

it's so sad...loooking at my granfather...i love him soooo much. i want him to die, but i want him to live. i feel selfish for that. but i want him to hurry up and die so he won't suffer anymore...i want him to be happy and moble. i don't want him to cause pain on my grandmother nor do i want him to be in anymore pain.

i love him sooo much

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[tokenredhead]

i Kinda know how you feel!!!

My friend Commited suicide, i never thought she'd actually succeed, cause she failed so many times... Anyway, at the funeral... i was sad for myself... but happy for her, because she was finally at peace with the world, and where she had always wanted to be! So i get what your saying... But i think your feelings just mean that you love this person so much that you're willing to put their feelings above yours... and that my dear is a very rare quality

Luv Anna

[mydeadpony99]

i feel the same way about my grandpa. ehs 82 and i love him sooo much. you already know i have issues, but i would be so more depressed if he died. but hes in so much pain, it hurts me to see him and my grandmother like that. its really sad. love you.

[cherry123]

here here

[blacklamb456]

yeah it does really suck watching him jus deteriorate

[exhalingblood]

That's kind of how it was with Memaw....I hated to visit her because she was so frail. I hated seeing her like that;I was used to seeing her walk around by herself in her house when my mom would drop me off for the day.