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So I am massively crushing on this boy in biology... He's like my boy only better. It's bizarre. He's built the same, with very similar hair, and the same style. But that same build has a noticeably larger concentration of muscle. The hair is just darker, not really anything else different. And the baggy rock t-shirts/school pride wear and ( Read more... ) -
Sean...
So I am massively crushing on this boy in biology... He's like my boy only better. It's bizarre. He's built the same, with very similar hair, and the same style. But that same build has a noticeably larger concentration of muscle. The hair is just darker, not really anything else different. And the baggy rock t-shirts/school pride wear and ( Read more... ) -
More on guys other than my fiance.
God. I am so pathetic. Well. Sort of. I am only 19, after all... But yeah. Caleb. I have NO freaking control around him. And I can pretty much guarantee that he feels the same. It's crazy. I mean... I don't know how we would manage to behave ourselves if we went somewhere unsupervised... It is truly remarkable that nobody has mentioned anything. We ( Read more... ) -
Ugh
I hate being engaged. I'm only freaking 19. I don't want to be tied down. I'm way too young for this shit. I want to hook up with Caleb, really bad, and I can't do ANYTHING. He's Alex's friend and he's not gonna do that. ESPECIALLY because we're freaking ENGAGED. I just don't want to do it... *sigh* Idk, this really sucks. I don't know what to do ( Read more... ) -
Caleb Anderson
Holy shit. I don't even know what to do about this. That was the most amazingly awkward 4 hours... At first, just leaning on his arm a little. It's an accident, I didn't know your warm arm wasn't a scratchy, cold pillow <.< >.> <.< >.> Then my arm just happens to slip down to rest next to his leg. Only because I'm tired, though. "Did you just ( Read more... ) -
grrrrrrrrr
i'm going to murder my mother. she..... grrrrrrrr. she took my computer. at this point, my computer is pretty much my life. and she took it. and says she's going to sell it. it pisses me off to an extreme. it has all of my pictures, my journaly crap that i would rather other people not see, my music... everything is on that thing. and she took it ( Read more... ) -
*squeal*
okay, yeah, i'm happy. i've been talking to ben a lot lately and it's hard to deny that he's a really sweet guy. he is smart and can hold an intelligent conversation for more than five seconds. and i found myself liking him. a lot. and he was part of my dylan problem. mostly because i wasn't really positive that he liked me. and i didn't really ( Read more... ) -
update
i dunno. i have nothing better to do as Horseland is being shit-tacular and wont let me login. not that horseland is much better but still... i am soooo bored. i have finally found a limit to the amount of time i can spend on the computer. it's rather suprising, actually, considering that i haven't been on in a few weeks... but i like being outside ( Read more... ) -
update
well, i haven't been on the internet in about a week and i feel like my line to the outside world, the world outside of creepy ass andover, has been cut off. this will sound horrible but, thank god school starts soon. i neeeeeeeeeeeeeed human contact. lol. but yeah, i'm relatively certain that i'm going to cp still, even though it means i have to ( Read more... )
