My past plays in front of me ( Read more... )

Here is like my...Semi-annually update? idk ( Read more... )

Theres so very few people to talk with..so im going to just rant here ( Read more... )

what does it take to make it last? was it really all worth it in the first place? what happened to it? where do i go now? theres just one too many questions to be answered i guess. answers just arent that simple anymore.

Its been a rough year. Past year that is. Well almost. i guess my glory days really are over. in this past year ive found out who my real friends are, and who the phonies were. im not exactly sure whats worse...the fact that who i trusted in most actually betrayed me, or the fact that i trusted them in the first place. all this while i continue to ( Read more... )

idk what it is...i just idk. theres something keeping me down. i should be estatic right now. im going to college. i got accepted. that should be the pinnacle of my happiness but somehow it brought on something. something of a drought. a drought of sorrow and depression...i just dk..i wonder if maybe i just wasnt meant to be happy. maybe i just ( Read more... )

So i got accepted to college. Husson University to be exact. I was so happy when i got the letter, well...card. It came in form of a card that played trumpets when you opened it. it was awesome haha. But with all that happyness and excitement somehow like brought on a downfall. i thought i hit around bottom before i got the acceptance letter then i ( Read more... )

Well this is actually my last post ever on here...im pretty sure. The one person i did stay on here for doesnt want to talk to me and clearly doesnt care anymore. So im saying goodbye to livejournal because theres just no point, just like everything else around me im just talkin to myself here now. So you people know my screename (SmurfyT1720). Add ( Read more... )

You know i just dont get some people. Its mostly all people. But some people just dont seem like the kind of people who would do it. People seem to think that hanging up the phone, or signing off and ignoring peoples messages solves something. It solves nothing. If you want them gone then say so but ignoring someone and cutting them off doesnt ( Read more... )

You say you have none ( Read more... )