I want to bottle up my feelings inside a pen and pour them in every source I passed by so you and you can read them and discovered that you both mean the world to me
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I'm experiencing the worst maniac crisis ever and, to make matters even worst, I'm still not out completely of the depressive one I've been in since the beginnings of the month
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Last week I lost a necklace that had a eight charms gave by those that I love the most. I didn't think it was possible to feel so devastated over a material thing, but I did... I still am. Funny how we hold tight to does things that remind us of that time in which were felt... complete and happy. Feels as if I lost 6 people all over again
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Lately I've been so damn sensitive about things. Is like my emotions are tune up with everything that occurs, and I just hate it. The last thing I want to do right now is be feeling, but there's only one way for me to numb up and... I really don't want to go down there. Numbing up always means getting drunk which translates in loosing control, and
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It seems I've been posting this everywhere. So. My computer hates me with a passion and decided to delete all my Dimmu Borgir and The Last Dance among other things. I can kind of live without the rest at the moment, but not with out those two bands. So if someone has any full albums, any at all, that would be kind enough to share with me, you'll
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So yesterday was my brother's wedding. I don't know how to feel about it. Don't get me wrong; I'm happy for him and everything, especially because I know he loves Cristina, but I don't know. I don't like changes and this is a huge one. He and I are really close and... bah, I guess I'm a bit jelous about the whole thing. I mean. I will not longer
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