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Bored
I'm bored and nobody seems to be online. If any of you would like to keep me company, msn me: tha_milk@hotmail.com. Please please please and thank you. =) -
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The treatment isn't working. I know I should give it more time... but I'm just sick of feeling so broken, from jumping from a maniac episode to a depressive one with no warning. So whatever now? Different treatment, different anti-depressives and the continuous feeling of having no control whatsoever in my life.
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Question
I know must of you don't know me that well, but my mother told me something that just made me think. Does anyone of you think I'm self-center?
God. I just read the pass few post I made.
Yeah, maybe I am. -
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When am I going to learn that "is nothing" actually means "you should fucking know what it is"?
This is not my day. -
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The worst feeling is the one that tells you you're in need but won't tell you of what. -
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I'm taking sometime off from the internet, there's a lot of thing going in my life at the moment that I really need to be concentrating on. Oh, I apologies for invading your friend page with my emo nonsenses. Sorry.
So. Bye. -
Maybe I wish I could try.
What is my truth? Those it ends with my sickness or is it just the beginning? I know I must learn to control as for it not to control me, but isn’t controlling it denying a part of who I am? An essential part? Shouldn’t I try to comprehend it before learning how to keep it under check? So many damn questions ( Read more... ) -
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Meaningless. Everything seems meaningless. I can't concentrate, I can't paint, I can't seemed to get out of this hole. Somehow it feels as if I placed myself in this position... I want to believe that, because if not... everything is more fucked up than what I thought. I'm as worthless as I know I'm really am ( Read more... ) -
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So yesterday I drove for the first time in 5 months and I crashed. Talk about bad karma. It wasn't anything serious, just a teenage moron that ran a red light and crashed his car on my pilot's back door, but that's it for me: crappy Mexican public transportation for now on. And, anyways, driving equals committing suicide,or so I see it, so I'm ( Read more... ) -
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It's the last time I do a favour for you. I sick of been the one putting all the effort, that's not how it works. I don't care how much you could have meant to me... I don't care how much you could have become to me.