i just realized i don't have any reason not to have this journal be friends-only.

so

this is a FRIENDS-ONLY NOTICE.

oh god

i laughed on and on, in that sort of laugh that's high and squealy that emerges around 11, 12.

you have to pay attention to the title first of all.http://www.nataliedee.com/092006/if-it-rings-he-cant-pick-up-cause-he-

i am constantly wondering how similar i am to other people. i am always thinking that maybe i really do see things in the exact same way as everyone else, maybe EVERYONE does, but the way that we express them or interpret what we are feeling is completely different and on dissimilar levels ( Read more... )

everyone

just

stop reading my journal.

i can guarantee you that it will do nothing but circle in its new pattern of

"oh all i had to do was listen to this music and drive my car and i am better"

and the next day dip back into idon'tknowwhat'swrongwithme

and then go back to being saved by some music

so

that is really all you need to ( Read more... )

FUCK

i just dontfeelgood

now i'm quite well, thank you.

this happened as a result of norah jones and the sunshine in my car on the way to school on a clear morning.

it's all i need, really, a lot of the time.

i want to make an honest attempt to stop complaining. no one wants to hear that. hell, i complain about complainers.

that is definitely one of my self-actualizations lately, catalyzed a bit by jenny haare but mostly from just seeing some new perspectives for once.

: so i was on my bus the other day and there are these two girls who talk very ( Read more... )

i've been loving a lot of things lately.

mostly.

and i can't say that i was ever this at peace, calm, okay, happy over the summer.

i don't think i like summer so much, or at least what became of it [my fault] this year.

i think i like fall the best.

see, because now, i don't have unlimited time to do everything, so when i do the things i need to ( Read more... )

http://www.toothpastefordinner.com/090906/crybrid-vehicle.gif

and no one is interested in anyone else's houses and therefore i am alone at Town and Country GMAC doing whatever the hell i please. only about 12 phone calls have come in for the 6 hours that have been here, plus maybe 3 hang-ups. i LOVE it though, because my bosses don't really care what i do if i've already done any projects they've asked me ( Read more... )