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[blacknwhitemask]

have not been defining myself lately. all i do, every day, is wake up around 11 and eat and go to driver's and come home and watch too much tv and talk to my family and maybe sit down at the piano. tomorrow, i am not even going downstairs. i am reading with whatever free time i have. maybe i'll take a bike ride if it's not too insanely hot. i

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[symphonicbreath]

on the bright side, your persuasive methods are intact and gong just went on.

thanks.

you were talking and i was thinking to myself that you seem to be to be in a place where you would be so much happier and satisfied producing instead of absorbing. i don't remember if you've talked about absorbing too much, but you just are always dancing around it and maybe it would make you feel better to do it halfway rather than not at all.

that is only a suggestion. i obviously cannot know you as well as you know yourself. and you seem to have found a reason not to try the traditional methods.

i don't know.
this is just so frustrating to have in front of us because you're SO CLOSE.

SO close.

you know everything.
it's not my place to say anything more. it wasn't my place to say anything i have said, either.

i'll see you tonight.

[spoon_brigade]

what date does band camp start?
and o you have it over the weeked, too?

[blacknwhitemask]

august 14.

no, but i think we might have a game to march at on that saturday...the red and white game. that might be friday, though.