I can't believe how terribly thin the thread that I'm hanging by is. I feel this... suffocating tightness in my chest and I feel like I can't breathe. Everything is going wrong, and I mean everything. I feel violent. I'm not the violent type; anyone who knows me, know that. But fuck, I feel like destroying everything and anything... I hate anger...

That old dog has chained you up alright ( Read more... )

The nights are getting darker ( Read more... )

What a mess I've gotten myself into this time. I should know by now I can't trust my heart, it's never right. Happy... What is happy anyway? Sometimes I think it's just make-believe; not unlike heaven, a place so impossible to reach...

I am still right here

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell ( Read more... )

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If only the saying "you get what you give" were true, maybe then I'd be a lot happier...

Jack, one of my cats, died today... His stomach had swollen and he wasn't eating normal, so I brought him to the vet. It turns out he had FIP, a fatal and non curable disease, also contagious... This means that my other cat, Dom, might have/get it and die as well. He isn't showing any symptoms right now and I'm going to go get him tested and ( Read more... )