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I think I'll get the bad out first. My Grandfather died this morning... I feel like everyone's being taken. three people in a month and a week, guess someone thought one wasn't enough. Sometimes I can't decipher which I'm grieving; all three at once I guess ( Read more... )

Thanx to those who've wished me a happy birthday, I shall try me very best when it comes *whispers* on the 29th *wink*

I MIGHT GET A PUG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I put a down payment on her to hold her for two weeks and my parents might loan me the money for a birthday/christmas present!!!! She's soooooooooo cute and her name is Kirby and she loves me ( Read more... )

"I'm hanging out with me ( Read more... )

I woke up to a call from my sister today... Just to hear that my cousin, Jessica, died in a car accident... She was only 20 or 21, I can't remember which. She wasn't some distant cousin I never saw or talked to, we actually got along really well and had a lot of fun together when she was here (she lived in Alaska). She was very happily married with ( Read more... )

Tonight I found out that a friend of mine died on Sunday... I just don't feel right, I can't believe she's gone and that I've got to live out the rest of my life without ever seeing her again. We haven't been as close as we'd once been this past year or so, and apparently during that time she developed a heroin problem. She was trying to kick it, ( Read more... )

I was drowning when you found me ( Read more... )

"Pale September ( Read more... )

My two closest friends are leaving simultaniously... Fall is here, Winter is soon to follow... Living alone for the first time in my life soon... Can't find a roommate... I have that feeling I get when Fall comes again, I've never been able to tell if it's a good feeling or a bad one... More like an ache, an ache in my heart ( Read more... )