Last time I wrote I asked for a hug and got many hugs so now I will try something:

I need some painkiller please

I need a hug

I miss my mom so damn much right now so I don't know what the fuck to do...I have to spend the rest of my life without her it's not fair...I don't think I understood that really before some how it has felt like she would come back so how...I never really understood the fact that I'm never ever going to see her again never...she is the only one I ( Read more... )

I will let you down ( Read more... )

Therese just sent a message saying our trip to USA is now confirmed and booked, I should be dancing and singing right now but I ain't ( Read more... )

How come that just when you think everything is going to work out somebody decides to destroy everything you worked for ( Read more... )

So how come people always have to but a label on me ( Read more... )

So I've been really good today..I went up at 07.30 and started study...I have studied almost all the day...and I found out something the more you study the less you know..studdying really sucks...well well back to the books again ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking mad and disappionted I can't even talk but sorry for you I still can write...moahahahahahhhahh....it was a long time ago since I felt this mad...I'm so mad I just don't know what to do...I'm so mad that I banged my head agains the wall...did that make it better NOOO...now I'm mad my head hurts and I have a bump on it...dammit.. ( Read more... )

My life is going to hell ( Read more... )