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i'm falling into some some sort of Hypocritical psycho bitch state of mind.
i can't stand it. seeing the nightmare becoming real. losing everything that i've had and wanted. i'm blind from this new reality that i have to face. afraid of what's to come next, afraid of losing, afraid of being alone. this stress is overpowering me, taking over ( Read more... ) -
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...idk...
my mind is totally fucked...
i wish things were easier...
i love him... and won't let him go... i hope he knows that... -
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i had no idea that there were this many tears inside me. i haven't been able to stop crying for going on 4 hours now. i can't believe i lost him! the most perfect and right guy for me. ya never know what you have until it's gone. i lost the guy of my dreams, my world, my everything.it's killing me even more than not being able to see him. yeh maybe ( Read more... ) -
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this hurts too much. i don't wanna lose you.
i have never cried so hard b4. the tears sting so bad as they abandon each eye. i've lost the one thing i held dear. it is lost now forever.
this is the one thing i regret so far since the day i was born. letting go of him was a huge mistake.
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FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
once again i fucked up another relatioship bcz of what other people wanted me to do. i didn't listen to my gut feeling. i was inlove, i was happy. i felt like i had met someone who meant something to me, meant more to me then anyone else has. i didn't want to lose him. not at all. and now i've lost one of the things that prolly meant the most to me ( Read more... ) -
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it hurts. more than anything. but it had to be done. yeh i love him. but the distance was killing me. -
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wow... long time not write ( Read more... ) -
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i don't think i've cried this hard in a long time... everything is just bottling up inside me, ready to fucking explode... i don't really know how to handle things right now ( Read more... ) -
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come down here... like now...
i love you baby...
