as of saterday it appears that he's not coming.... maybe i'm wrong, but he stil seems like all he's doing is getting fucked up rather than trying to find away to see me... wtf ( Read more... )

...........i miss you............

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Tieing myself down to something unknown...

i'm scared, scared of these feelings, scared of what might happen, scared that things are going to end.

she smokes
the bowl
trying to forget
trying not to regret
trying to dull the pain
the pain he causes
the pain that cuts deep
deeper than skin
she spins
and falls to the ground
without a sound
the razor deep
deep in her wrist

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damn it... i'm sick and it sucks... grrr... and i've been feeling like shit physically and emotionally... i hate it ( Read more... )

wow... last night was a pretty crappy night... up until Boo called... then we just talked for a few hours and now EVERYTHING is back to the way it was before..... ;) lol.... i'm sooo fuckin' happy now!!!!! i love him so fuckin' much... words could not describe how much i love him ( Read more... )

thanks baby for forgetting about me again... :\

(i love it how forgetable i am..).

i'm getting that feeling again.. in my gut... like something is missing... like apart of me is not there anymore... it hurts so bad... it's starting to become unbareable... i don't know what the fuck to do about it ( Read more... )