ok... well i'm judt overly confuzzled.... i'm slightly going insane right now... i just don't get him sometimes... not ganna go into detail either.. monday night things went pretty well...a t least i think they did ( Read more... )

Tripp, MaTT, Boo ( Read more... )

well... this past weekend was fuckin' shit... i'm grounded til the end of school so i wasn't expecting much out of it... i had to write a paper for history and spent every waking hour on it... it was awful... and the only person i really talk to these days wasn't even home so i had nothing to do late at night ( Read more... )

things might actually be getting somewhat back to the way they were... somewhat... the little things he says to me is what make it alright and easier to deal with... i love him... and he better know it or else i will claim he is insane and retarded, cas if he cant tell then thats sad lol...

why is it that i always go after the one things that is farthest from me...? i don't really get it...  and it's pissing me off

anywhoo... i'm at a loss of words... so you know what???

gsdfjhajflhdsjakhfjsdklahfjlsahfj.... that's all i gatta say... oh... and i'm not feelin' it anymore... i hate it... i wish things were how they were before... it's ( Read more... )

fuck... i can't get you out of my god damn head... every thought i have is about you or some how related...why?

ok so my possibly good weekend went bad... he couldn't make it down here due to some reason he wouldn't say... great... so the one time he has some sort of a chance to get down here he doesn't even try hard to do it... and he doesn't even seem to feel bummed out at all... we've been waiting 5 fucking months...5 FUCKING MONTHS!!!  i think that he ( Read more... )

disappointment starting to run through me...

i can't fucking believe it.... not again....

funny... alot of those actually work for me...

the three of us: known each other pretty much since we can remember, different lifestyles, very different personalities. we were best friends up til high school, then things start going downhill. we were being torn apart due to distance, and friends. it just got harder and harder for us to hang out. it hurt alot. we never really knew much of life ( Read more... )