i need to vent does this shit even work? i hate fuckin pouring my heart out N this bitch doesnt post.. just know ill update soon my faithful friend. i Guess its a good thing cuz im still cooling off.

im so done with all bullshit i shouldve known better than to combine needy ppl.. again i slap myself in da face thinkin bout it but soon all da stupidity will be generated into brilliance! i cant trust anyone but me.. point. im so over fake pathetic ppl. im not a fuckin saint but i AM a Good person. ive made tremendous errors but i Would never ( Read more... )

So Im Off Work N I Have So Many Things To Say But Im Exhausted. So Just Know That Im Thinkin Of U But Have No Strength.. Ttyl

so Im Bak in brief yet just needin to vent one LAST time of da shit ive exposed my family n my life to. im so over bullshit. i dont regret only a few things in da past yr N a half... i dont regret berry hill or a walk within da tunnels. i dont regret watchin da strangers movie nor cleaning up an apt as a suprise.. i do regret trusting females. i ( Read more... )

so im just so over all this crap. i need to vent and to what better than my faithful journal. i know i leave u neglected for months at a time but now i will need to vent here only. that is all simply because i have no friends any longer that i can feel comfortable enough to share my deep & random thoughts with. i mean, i do have stiffy & my ( Read more... )

so i woke up late this morning yet managed to get to work, shared w/ charlie my ranking. im # 40 in the whole call center... cant believe it myself ( Read more... )

WELL IM HERE AT MOM'S TOLD YOU IT WOULD BE SOON. I CANT HANDLE MY THOUGHTS ANYMORE. AND SO SINCE I LAST UPDATED YOU, DEREK CALLED WHILE MILTON WAS OVER. I FEEL SO FUCKING BAD THAT HAPPENED. IM NOT OVER THAT ( Read more... )

ok i know i havent been on in a long time, and i always say that going to change. but truly i feel the reason i still have you is for times like these when i can't share me w/ anyone around. no one at home, here, work, anywhere can see the real me lately. so lets start by saying that prolly as long a i last updated you i was planning on visiting ( Read more... )

everytime its lunch time for work i have time to think and feel pain. i miss him. its only my 4th day knowing that he will never be w/ me again b/c of what i did ( Read more... )

milton and i went out on tuesday to jalapenos... had a blast, got drunk, came home danced.... then somehow got into a heated conversation about nothing less than my past... etc... i confessed to him tht i betrayed him once while he was away and that i didnt mean to... i had to let him know considering lst yr. issue w/ std... he hates me!! he never ( Read more... )