I should not go looking for things

[blackrootbeer]

It doesn't hurt, so much, as just feel weird inside when I see that I don't even get a mention when an ex-boyfriend is discussing on a public forum (LJ) the relationships that "helped him grow over time

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[blackrootbeer]

Thanks, maredare. I guess I was caught up with the idea of being in love before; now I feel moreso that I am done dating and more for enjoying life. If I have someone in my life that would be wonderful, but if not it just means I'll need to take more pictures to remember it all lol. I want to look back and be happy for the choices I made, and to have the insight to know when to say no, not for me. I think what bothers me the most is that signs told me I was going to be screwed over, and I ignored them because I wanted them to not be true. With Tanner, even though we've been seeing each other for several months now, we have decided it is unwise and not possible at this point in time to be exclusive, and it works for right now since we've been very communicative and I let him know what I'm not willing to share (you can go on dates and kiss but I will be so pissed if you have sex) and the like... Communication rocks!

[pandabritt]

I can really relate.

[blackrootbeer]

yeah... I don't think our mutual friend would delete you from his time line though, because he is pretty good peoples :)
Plus, he's pretty up and up on all this stuff