I have Nerf Herder's "high five anxiety" song as my awayness on aim. Here are the lyrics to it:
( high five anxiety )

IF YOU  DONT WANT TO READ ABOUT HIM THEN PLEASE DONT READ THIS. This is just a warning. Thank You for your Condolences. -The Management

( Him yes him. )

Oh my gawd. I love my best friend.
You are such a beautiful writer.
You mean the world to me.
Thanks for everything.
Thanks for what you wrote to me.

P. FUCKING. S. Jay [Dingess...Jonathon...Jay=all the same person] is about to come fucking pick ME up from my FUCKING HOUSE. FUCKING HECK YES. holy moly. I'm way uber stoked. we're just friends ( Read more... )

thats sucha great song. I'ma put it on a  cd for you k, Lyssa? If you don't have it that is...

Anyway. this last like hour has been kinda fucked up. Last night was kinda...weird and confusing. I guess Jay and I are going to hang out tomorrow...he's doing somethin today, so thats why he said tomorrow. He says he dono me well enough...I spose I see ( Read more... )

I love you freaking always ______. i miss you so fucking much. you have no idea how much i love you and i dono. i wish you were here. i wish i could scream out everything to you and you'd just hold me and everything would be perfect.
Becos.
I miss you. and I would give anything to hold you. It doesn't matter that I don't have you. I just want to be ( Read more... )

Shoot. Not .........really.........good......

( nick,dingess,richard?ish, my life revolves around stupid guys and theatrical plays. )

right so. we did our theatre secret santa today. Therese was my person..i love her to death, she's in a tie for my favourite seniors...i dono...i like them all...i guess my total favourite girls are...:
Therese, Erin, BK, Sarah, Ashley, Kim..........I think thats it for the girls.
guys: Jason, Dingess, Jame.
Aw. Well, I like them all.
I'm gonna be so ( Read more... )

in a beautiful world. and i wish i was special. youre so very special. ... what the hell am i doing here? i dont belong here, i dont care if it hurts, i want to have Control. i want a perfect body. ...i want you to notice when im not around.

that goes out to so many people right now. So many. I'm so sick of this.

( song )

i think Dingess gave me his stuffed nose. from...being with him too much yesterday.
I finally let out some of my anger side in front of my theatre kids. Jeni and Jillian were all..."whats wrong" haah. i thought it was amusing. I had been telling Jame that I'm sick of being so happy all the time. Jeni asked if I was pms'ing. ha.........no....i said ( Read more... )

bleh.

bob dylan is partially in my head.

So, April spent the night Saturday night. We went to the ska fest skank down at the Limelight. ( and the rest of my story and then today and then my life )