that i have a place i can call home.my friends and family r back on bored see the last 6 moth i was isolated from every one i talk to no one jast did have i had to do.now i am back with i hole new ball game and sets of rules.so i talk to my ex come to know that i was right he has been loving me all this time but god had different planes 4 him.but ( Read more... )

9 is the # that i have lef my house. i have recaber from every thing that has go wrong in moving in to a place that i belife in my self. i have been alone but it oky i have live with that. i know now what a want 4 me and in my life.

i can't belive i am movie out i am happy  to know i am out of my house it's give me paze of mind but i find it funny. thing ulgy with my perntes  but my friends and i are haveing fun and meeting new ppl and been my self  more then i have i aver feelt 

i really don't care if i ever find true love but i do care finding my self. i know this time i did all i could to take care of the  love i had but it was not met to be. now i have a new life to belit a futro to creat. so here i go!!!

time is all most  up. i feel difret  i look difret and thing will be difret  i am in love with a new me. i hope i can fix the damech me parents did. to both me and the ppl in my life. both the ppl i loved and love. on monday it will all chend.

idk know what to think. it's one thing  to think  my prents or fucking up my life it in oder to know it a fact. i talk to my prents and i said mom & dad 4 now on u have to opineing on my life or the ppl in it. 

it's time to grow it time to live life and stop looking back with or with out him. yea i love him yea i would love to be with him marry him even.
but i need to grow to finch what i started to become same one.aftro all i am bullet the boss.

it end here my cry my pain my sorrows my broken hearts all that now is my passet. i will no longer inor my self i 4 know on i will come first i know i have a calling and a missions to do and i will do then. i will take care of thous that i love and love me let go of thous that don't do me well. i will trast what  my instit tell me and let go of ( Read more... )

i am afired of what come out of me i see and feel thing i did not know i had. it like i am look at my self and she yelling at me 4 not here her 4 inoring her 4 not been there. i feel all lot of anger more then i feel sadness. i want to say so many thing that i know will hurt but 4 six years it has eat at me in if i want to grow i have to do ( Read more... )

well i am join the army!!! but i as warry sick abut me telling my mom & dad i can here it now "mom & dad i am join the army oh and btw this summer i have basic training and next summer i have a advanced training i will be go in to fort leonor for my MP training i will start to work one weeking and a mouth well mom & dad what do u think?".... then ( Read more... )