Honesty

[blackrozes]

You want me to be honest? I'll be honest. I've had one of the worst months of my life. Did I have friends there for me? No. They turned around, turned away, turned towards the notion that, no, no one can cry but them. Hah - wait I can already see your reaction "Lana you need to get yourself through things no one can get through it for you". Oh

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[astropenguin]

um... hah.. i'm afraid to comment... but i am compelled.

if it helps, though i don't know why it would, i can say that, no bullshit, this has been the shittiest month of the year for myself as well.

and if i haven't been there for ya it's because i've been caught up in my own shit-riddled affairs, but u ever wanna talk or get shit off your back, if u ever need a helping hand, u know where to find me.

[blackrozes]

Wow. All I can really say to that is, number one, thank you - because that is honestly the first time I've schpeeled and someone has understood and told me it was okay to have a shitty month instead of telling me I'm crazy and need professional help. I don't blame you for being caught up in stuff right now, I'm pretty much where you are on the awareness of other shitty times too - I don't want to bog you down with my crap tho, I'm going to come out all right even if I come out alone. It gives me a lot of hope to know that when I do come out of it you'll still be there - so maybe I won't be alone. For that I can never thank you enough. And if you need schpeel time or someone to call up and scream at, 25 hours a day, eight days a week. It's funny how you write a few lines hoping they might make a difference - I'm guessing that's what you did, but it worked. So thank you. Sometimes all you need is a good hug.

[yesithinkso]

lana, u are probably the nicest person i know. and ur so amazing to go through so much shit and come out alright. you are so much stronger than me as a person and i'm so proud of u for how you are. when i was going through my "im an emo bitch" stuff u were there for me so if u eeeeeeever need me for nething...even if u just want me to make you cookies or something, ill most def be right here (its not like i leave my house neways=))
luv u lots ladybird!

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*never change what you are for anyone*
*never love a person who can't accept that you won't change*

[blackrozes]

Alexx you are so much stronger than you think you are. In terms of strength, I'm not really stronger than anyone - maybe I'm more stubborn, more impulsive, but not stronger. Of course I'll be there for you forever, I call you a friend, you're as important to me as I am to myself, and come hell or high water I'll be be your side. Thank you though, for letting me know I have your support, because it really helps to know someone loves you. I love you too :)