I never ever have time to update this thing...right now I don't really have time either, but for once I really want to just sit down and do something mindless and stupid, like write in a live journal that seriously no one reads...not even me. I just wrote another song...yes alot of them are in major, a lot are in minor..they're basic...but the ( Read more... )

Remember I will still be here as long as you hold me in your memory Remember when your dreams have ended time can be transcended, just remember me ( Read more... )

Okay, I just wrote a five million word essay and livejournal died on me before it saved. To give you the jist, I explained how much I love my dog and my friends from CT and Reignor and my family from CT, and that went on fora long time. Then I went into huge detail on why Ilove Reignor, and that's worth repeating. He makes me like myself, I love ( Read more... )

Can we say Laney had THE coolest step cousin in law named Nik and she's going to hang out with this kid 24/7 when she comes home from CT...even tho he'll be in cal state long beach by then but hey...he's f'n awesome! YAY for kickass guys named Nik!

Wrong again

Oh I'm being lazy, and instead of doing homework I'm stalling and doing everything BUT homework - I swear I'll do it in as SOON as I get offline. I will tell you all about my new diet. Every day at least an hour work out at the gym, except Tuesdays when I have to run a mile on the treadmill. No bread or macaroni or anything like that (Yes, I'm an ( Read more... )

Oh you guysss!! I don't really have a problem saying what I'm thinking, or showing it. (Which at times works to my great disadvantage, as many of you well know, but hey, I've got to accept everything that comes with being a complete weirdo haha)If I don't like someone (very rare) they know, and if I'm mad, it shows...but I swear I'm not mad at ( Read more... )

I'm starting to think that it's me...see my "friends" have this habit of being so incredibly nice to me and talkin to me a lot, like normal friends do. They have this habit of just being...well, really good friends and good people to be around. But then they randomly get either mean, distant, cruel, nonsupportive/nonunderstanding and are people I ( Read more... )

June means school is almost over. June also means summer school is almost here. June means time to start working out for my class. June means that I get sorbet and lots of watermelon, even some turkey burgers. Do we love this? Yes we do. But if I can, it will probably be some hunky guy from Connecticut that just happens to be waiting for me, even ( Read more... )

By the way that last entry - yeah, that's not up for discussion. That's the way it is. Period. I'm sick of people telling me "No lana, you're wrong, we're right, you're a crackpot for feeling that way". Well call me crazy like you always do but since the fuck when does crazy pertain to someone who has gone through what I just did and come out ( Read more... )