You want me to be honest? I'll be honest. I've had one of the worst months of my life. Did I have friends there for me? No. They turned around, turned away, turned towards the notion that, no, no one can cry but them. Hah - wait I can already see your reaction "Lana you need to get yourself through things no one can get through it for you". Oh ( Read more... )

You know who you are. I was having an extremely bad day, a horrible night - but I thought of going home to you...dude I don't even KNOW if I'm going to go home TO you...I know you live there but dude we haven't talked in a few weeks now and you're not trying to make any contact and that's fine - but still, just the thought of you, even hugging you ( Read more... )

Okay - the one thing that pisses me off more than anything (which ellyn just showed to me) are those stupid, idiotic crappy websites that are written by stupid pathetic teenagers who write their stupid pathetic poems about cutting themselves and how much they hate their lives and how the knife feels good and how their parents are out to get them - ( Read more... )

When I'm an idiotic bitch, you still don't mind being there ( Read more... )

All right - this is getting highly annoying. I just got over being sick last week, and now I'm sick AGAIN. This is the second time in one month. I was sick in September, October, November, really badly in december, a few weeks ago in January, and now AGAIN. I'm so tired of being sick! It's so frustrating that my body will not do what I want it to ( Read more... )

She bleeds ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a few days. Everything's really piling up. I'm really sick of the entire world. I want everything to go away...but at the same time, I want everything right exactly where it is. I'm sick of not working out, I want to get off my ass and start whipping it into shape ( Read more... )

God - you rock ( Read more... )

Finals are this week - I know I worked my ass off to study. If I do well, great. If not, oh well, if I had tried any harder I would not have slept this entire week. Anyways, I'm pretty dang psyched - this weekend is going to be the best relaxation in the entire world. I have musical rehearsal, and that in itself kicks ass. It's like, my break from ( Read more... )

Enough said, I was correct about that person. Truth is, the kid can't stand me and has been trying to get me away from him for a long time. But hey, it worked, right? Advice for people in his situation: just tell the person. Forget trying all these things supposedly trying to remain friends, because you won't tell them you're doing them, they won't ( Read more... )