Wow - sometimes you don't see how ugly someone is until they become the worst part of themselves - I only hope for his sake that this really IS the worst...I thought it was the worst a while ago, but it's become progressively worse and worse, I don't know when this kid can hit bottom for being a mean asshole. A warning to all you assholes out there ( Read more... )

How am I supposed to live
Supposed to die
When you've taken out my insides
Supposedly your fantasy
But I never wanted to be
Anything to you
Because I thought I knew you
But how could I possibly
See you're the enemy?

Okay this has been happy journal for a while but really I'm only a little bit frustrated at the moment because AAHHH!!! I hate people who ignore you and then when you question whether or not you're friends they say, "oh ...well if you wanna take it that way go ahead..." and then when you act indifferent towards them they get all stupid and mad and ( Read more... )

What is this driving force compelling me to think all of the time? Sometimes, I truly wish to somehow, flip the switch on my brain, edit those thoughts circulating around the electric wire stimulating my thought process. I know I can control my thoughts, I can aim them in any direction I wish, but sometimes, I don't want to have that ability. I ( Read more... )

Here I am, sick again! Once a month since September, sometimes I think maybe I'm allergic to my band *haha no way just kidding guys*, but then again it could be California all together, or it could just be a really weak immune system, stupid allergens and foreign elements hiding out in my poor body! Other than that, Miss Lana is doing quite all ( Read more... )

The sky has lost its color, the sun has turned to grey ( Read more... )

I found my favorite gum today - it's Eclipse Polar Ice. Sixty three cents for a twelve pack of pleasure - get yours today at your local Rite Aid ( Read more... )

You really need to learn ( Read more... )

I talked to somebody really smart today. He told me that sometimes, you love somebody so much you can't say it. The emotions are so strong that you can't put words to them because every time you try to say it, you falter, you can't speak, you become...mute...in a way. You get so overwhelmed by how much you love the person that it just consumes you ( Read more... )

Sorry about that last entry, I was pissed off about all the stupid things going on and forgot to just chill the heck out. This live journal thing really isn't me, I only come on here when I'm pissed off and don't want to bother someone...so most things you've seen haven't been random entries with a Lana attitude - they're impulsive feelings that I ( Read more... )