I love the love more than life itself. That makes no sense, but it does in my head. Melanya, Layla, Ryan - I don't deserve you three. I really don't. I haven't been a good enough person yet to have been blessed with angels like ya'll. I love you. Just know that. I love you. I love you like my sisters/brother. You are my blood - if needed, I will ( Read more... )

Dreaming in Silence ( Read more... )

I just spent about one hour writing down 26 names of people I owe so much thank to - and lo and behold I'm on number 26 and I press some weird button and it disappears. Such is life. I will list all 26 and put the reasons in tomorrow ( Read more... )

Okay - you think the world is over right? You think everyone is out to get you, and then someone just surprises you. Out of nowhere. Someone comes along and is totally cool and nice and they remind you that you're not stupid and all that crap - without even saying it. You have a nice good conversation about awesome stuff like Motley Crue and Led ( Read more... )

If I were fading away ( Read more... )

I'd like to apologize for that last entry. It was a late night spill when my thoughts get the best of me and my true teenage pathetic "I don't have a boyfriend therefore I'm useless" attitude starts to crawl out from its hidden cage. I think everyone feels like that at some point, but personally I'd like to apologize for a ridiculous rambling that ( Read more... )

The question I throw out there, in the endless void of questions cast off into the world of online journals and random typings, is what is this all for? Where do I find what I want? I don't understand people who don't know what they want, just think about what makes you happy and you know what you want. I know what I want, I want to find some guy ( Read more... )

I came here ( Read more... )

I'll forget about you long enough to forget about why I need to...I saw pictures in my head and I swear I saw you opening up again - cuz I would be heavenly if baby you could rescue me now The days are drifting away from me I still wake up burning through everything - all I know is that I love you.

There's not a word we have not said not one we haven't tried ( Read more... )