I must say i havnt written in blog format in a very long time, guess im well over due ( Read more... )

" Pride Invites You Too Soar Too Heights Of Personal Triumph, But The Wind Is Stronger At Those Heights And The Footing Tentative, Farther, Then Is The Fall "

What a way to pop a bubble.

I feel rather blank lately. Im not sure what my instincts are telling me, rather thrown right off myself. Been kicked of the horse, and im finding it hard to get back on. I want happyness, like every other bastard in the world. Unfortunatly its like a bird who gets it wings cliped right after it had its fly, Its a torment.
Shit happens right??

Well im alot calmer than last post, Tho my patience level is fairly low, I would like to sort this out, but im lost to as wat to do. My mind is a very large buble that as to much air. You no when u see a bubble and it wobbles smaller then larger , smaller then larger right before it pops?? well thats me at the moment. Days are long and painful, and ( Read more... )

You no what, Iv fucking had this, Im gonna snap and im gonna crack it. No more will i be fucking treated like this, I will not be used nor will i be hurt. If she wants to push me as far as the edge this time, iv got a trick for her, called a sidestep and a push. Iv had it. My heart is blackend from the shit she has put me threw, and she does not ( Read more... )

Your soft lips on my cheek for the last time,
words so softly whisphered into my ear,
Your hand in mine, slowly slipping away,
.... you're out of reach
- Uknown -

What Is Going ON!

Ah yes well evening. I felt like typing. And letting people no how great but fucked up my life is. Well i am still in love with my girl, Alot of things happen tho we get over them and we a allways strong. enough about my love life before i get into details. haha. well my carreer. I am do well. I had my half yrly tests last wednesday. One on soils. ( Read more... )

who would honestly no wat i am feeling ( Read more... )