well, he got me into it and now that he's gone i see no reason to continue. him, bob, and beckie were the only people who ever responded anyway, and they've my e-mail. so fuck it, i never knew what to write anyway. bye

my entries are always so far between. i should really write more often but i never know what to say. work is going well, my madeleines are really selling. last week someone requested two dozen and we sold that many today. it gives me a very new feeling- pride. its so weird to have perfect stangers compliment me on my baking. i've been having very ( Read more... )

work was very hectic today and now i am very tired and bored. i think i'm getting sick again. my head is all dizzy and my nose is all sniffly and my throat is tight. i hate being sick. i do not have anything good to write today. i usually don't. cleo is sleeping next to my foot and he looks cozy. i saw this thing on tv the other day that said cats ( Read more... )

its quite odd. for the first time in my life i can actally see things being not so bad. i mean there's still so many aspects of who i am and how my life is that i absolutely abhor, but for the first time i can actually see myself being where i want to be. i just got off the phone with theetherealdawn and its like i told him- before it was like i ( Read more... )

yesterday was my birthday!!! yay for me!!! i had the day off work and i made everybody a yummy dinner and a birthday cheesecake. i got flowers and wine and a big kitty balloon and today when i got into work my bosses made me a birthday crepe and they gave me a cute little bag. i think it was the best birthday i've had since i moved upstate. best ( Read more... )

i'm bored. i'm tired of reading and there's nothing else to do. bleh bleh bleh. everyting sucks. i'm cranky. bleh

another day gone. work was insane today, every table in the place was full. i'm just glad it was too cold to sit outside or that would've been packed as well. still haven't got my car yet, i think the people in the car shop want to keep it forever. they like it. we started a fire today- the first fire of the season, winter is on her way- so now the ( Read more... )

i can't believe i'm still sick. this is day 9. i think i'm going to have this cold for the rest of my life. anyway, i really love my new job. i never thought i'd like waitressing but this place is so great, the owners are so funny. maryse keeps speaking to me in french and i've no idea what the hell she's saying. wednesday just knocked over ( Read more... )

i feel like i just got the crap beaten out of me by about 5 very strong people. i hate being sick. absolutely hate it. my body hurts, i'm dizzy, i cannot breathe, and i'm tired. being sick sucks ass. i went to work anyway because i cannot afford to take a day off and now i'm so pooped. i need a massage. i need to be well again. ugh

its a miracle, i've been trying and trying and trying to log into this daft journal for sooooooo long and i've finally done it. wow. humph, i wonder why for the past however long its been i've not been able to gain access. whatever. anyway, i highly doubt anyone is even going to read this at this point, thats okay i do not have anything really ( Read more... )