I've been dating Josh for a little over 11 months now =] it is my longest relationship yet. i've had my share of mistakes, especially one that destroyed both our worlds. i regret the fact that i did it, but it helped me get out of something that was a hazard to my wellbeing that needed to end, even thought it generated so many more issues that ( Read more... )

I love you
not him
you're mine forever more
my heart is set on you
you i will grow old with
you own the story book to my life
you are my life
i have finally decided
you're my choice
i am yours
soul mates for eternity
I love you

I haven't updated in a few months, scary
im just gonna write whats on my mind right now

Im kinda nervous for saturday, i don't think im ready yet to sing that song in front of a judge, i know he won't judge me as hard as i will myself, but that is besides the point
im happy but not at the same time that the end of school is coming closer to an end, i ( Read more... )

I really don't feel good, thats why i stayed home, i was suppose to go to that party for Kathleen at Jr's house, its because i got another massive headache and i took a long nap, oooo Im happy, Angel is moving down in the next few days, i miss him so much, i can't wait til he's here, i want to spend an emense amount of time with him, catch up and ( Read more... )

The Rules: Write about 10 people in no particular order. Say anything you want about them. Do not reveal their names. Let them guess who they are. Cross them out when they've guessed it.

ok here it goes.... i wonder who will figure out which one is them

1)I will love you forever and always, marry me?

2)Squishy, I don't give a damn if you don't have ( Read more... )

Screw that last entry of mine!

I think i am the happiest mutha fookah around
I love that boii with all my heart, he's the best and he doesn't even know it
he makes me so happy without even trying, even when he's drunk, its doesn't matter

Bliss is not ignorance....

Bliss is Love

I have just proved yet again how ignorant i can be sometimes, well at least i caught it now before i went totally spaced out and not being able to realize how blind i am by a boys simple charm and wit, i mean c'mon i've already fallen for it 3 times and every time i get hurt b/c i love what he's saying, he seems so perfect, so right, like nothing ( Read more... )

Wow today is the day......
In less than an hour i will be on my way to rowe for All-State Auditions, even though i know i am prepared and that i know i can do it, im still nervous, you know???
I just want to wish Gaby and everyone else the best of luck for today, to kick ass, sing their hearts out b/c i know they all can, and just get what they came ( Read more... )

Things have been really up and down lately
its odd, a lot of drama, emotinal confusion,
anger, all of the above pretty much
Friendships are blahhhhhhh

i really love old english poetry
it beautiful, it paints a picture so overexaggerated
its just like wow

back to what i was saying
emotional confusion is pretty much very common to
me now its making me feel ( Read more... )

Why can't people ever say how they really feel, especially when it is of major importance?
It confuses me how people will really love someone else and then randomly go out with someone that they like  yet they still truely love the other person....
or they go ahead and tell you that it is no use and that nothing will ever happen and then they ( Read more... )