Yet another relationship comes to an end after 5 months and a day. Shame really as the first 4 months was really good, in fact the best ive known in over 10 years but the last month was really bad. Mainly because she betrayed my trust to a so called friend of mine who decided to stir up lots of shite between us which just ate away at what seemed to ( Read more... )

wow its been a while since i wrote anything in here and a lot has changed  as it does while other things have stayed the same, but im not complaining as life is really great now.. Sadly after going to the docs today ive just had my stumock pills put back up to 30mg a day after being on 15mg a day for the last couple of months is seems my body is ( Read more... )

its amazing the difference a month or so makes in recovery you dont notice things changing day to day or even week to week but from month to month you can really see how far you hav come. Health wise im great ive had the all clear on liver and kidneys my IBS seems to hav all but vanished my ulcer doesnt give me grief anymore and my stomock linning ( Read more... )

going away tomorrow for a long weekend, it will be good to get out of devon and see some mates i havent seen in a long time ( Read more... )

its really starting to sink in that K truely doesnt love me and nor do i think she ever did, i was just a play thing while she was bored at home and things werent good with her hubby... its taken me a long time to realise this as my feelings for her have clouded my judgment through everything that she has thrown at me... i think the real key to it ( Read more... )

i thought it might be a good idea to write this out as it might help me straighten things out in my head about what to do over my impending move ( Read more... )

had a bit of news today, my landlady has decided to sell my flat so ive been served notice to quit by 2nd november, now this is interesting as year ago the same thing happened and i was going to move up north that time and didnt because of someone.. so i wonder whats going to happen this time around and where im going to end up...  it seems life ( Read more... )

wow seems i have 20mins to myself which is getting to be a rare thing these days, not that im complaining much, but it would be nice to hav a little bit more me time... though guess ive already had to much me time over the last 2 years so guess this must be good thing its jsut taking a bit of getting used too ( Read more... )

this what i hav to deal with from time to time, no wonder i used to have a drink problem, and this is from a woman who not a few weeks ago was declaring her love for me and wondered why i had a tough time believing her, as she has done this same exact thing more times than i can remember now ( Read more... )

devon nite life sucks during the week, the town was dead tonite and they hav changed the grab a ganny nite to firdays so will go along fri and at least if it sucks then we will hav other options that are only a short walk from it ( Read more... )