will not be posting here anymore. friending all you on my new account. please accept.

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This LJ username has been bothering me for the longest time, for the pure fact that it reflects exactly what I was as of October 2005. That's not me anymore. New LJ username to be posted upon its creation.

You self-absorbed angsty little bitch. Get the fuck over yourself. No one cares anymore, for real. Stop wasting space. You whine so much I'm amazed no one's smacked you in the face yet. Goddess knows you deserve it.

WHY IS EVERYTHING MASSIVE? LIKE SERIOUSLY, EVERYTHING GOT NUCLEAR RADIATION AND GREW LIKE FIFTEEN HUNDRED TIMES AS BIG! WHY IS MY FRIENDS PAGE THAT WIDE????

i can't quite figure out how all this happened yet again, but i can't say i'm upset by it ( Read more... )

i almost called him last night. almost, but then i figured it would be pointless because i would be crying too hard to make any sense and it would just piss him off that i wasn't giving him enough space. now, sitting in 405 and reading my friends page, i wish i had.

i miss what used to be.

i don't deserve it, but i need to be saved right now

Going back to writing letters to the people I need to reach. Need to get this shit out.

Oh. In case anyone has anything to say about these. I'm disabling comments. You all know how to reach me, and another LJ fight is the last thing we need in this kind of situation.

Dear Ralph Della Sala,
edited, I decided to handwrite that one.

Dear Joseph Foderaro,
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listen, okay? you win. i've got a plan, and this doesn't mean to sound emo, but i do, and it won't be too much longer before i'm out, okay? sorry to inconvienience you.