As usual I'm going absolutely insane. I still haven't learned how to say "no" because I already have a million things to do and not enough time in a day. Instead I just say "yes" and keep taking on more things to do and other peoples' responsibilities. I wish I knew how to say no and "play the selfish card" when need be without feelings guilty. ( Read more... )

I just want to scream right now because I feel like that will make everything better for the moment. Something has been building for a few weeks now and I just can't shake it off. It's so frustrating and I feel like I'm doomed to repeat the same cycle forever despite how hard I fight it.

Without a doubt Love and Memories has been the theme to this summer. The night Kris, Kim, and I had that realization while dancing like psychos in my car and singing was so much fun. The other realization is no speaker system can ever go loud enough for that song, it could be making your ear drums bleed and it wouldn't be loud enough. I have had ( Read more... )

while SCREAMING p-unit on the ride home...

"I want a boy to write me a song"
-Lee
"I want a boy"
-Me

followed by lots of stupid laughing and more singing

I <3 my friends but I hate her and Kristina for going to Florida for a WHOLE week :(

I bought a frog lol. I wanted a guinea pig but nana said no, so instead I got a frog. She's so cute and Kris and I decided to name her Ruby Soho. This just goes to show how obsessed we really are with music or rather Kris is with Rancid and how I'm crazy enough to fully agree ( Read more... )

cruise = amazing
I however am burnt beyond belief. Apparently SPF 30 and SPF 45 means nothing when you're lying in the sun on a boat. The water was electric blue in Bermuda no photo could really do it justice. I'm going to hate going to a beach in New York now.

Miss you guys,
Jaxx

P.S. I just went to a Chocoholic Buffet and it was so yummy

So here is a random thought...after talking to my cousin tonight I think I'm taking the firefighter's test in December. The written is December 14th and the physical is sometime in the Spring. My cousin said he'd train me and have me in better shape than I need to be for the physical in 6 months. I meet all the requirements accept age to be ( Read more... )

Tonight = total girls night. Kristina, Lee, Mary, and I went to go see The Lake House. Awesome total "chick flick" lol. It was so much fun just hanging out and being silly. So after deciding I was going to keep driving around until we heard Time after Time and whatever else was on Kristina's cousin's bridal shower CD lol we decided to run through ( Read more... )