i have a torn meniscus....i find out thursday if i need surgery or not. OY VAY

might need knee surgery.

again.

we'll see how its feeling on monday.....

FUCK

I feel like I have a lot bottled up inside me. I'm paying all the bills right now because Paulo doesn't have a main job anymore and has been too sick to find one. I'm trying to pay all the bills and rent, pay for all his medicines and doctor visits. Its a lot of money. Its frustrating because I am trying to be strong and act like I'm ok and not let ( Read more... )

So, I am under a lot of stress right now....I'm just freaking out about everything, some of which are ( Read more... )

i dont know if my feelings are validated ( Read more... )

so i updated my layout on here...don't think i like it that much..kinda like my old one better but its gone now, so oh well.

anywho, nothing exciting planned for the weekend...still at home sick feeling icky and horrible...i dont like being sick =(

so, paulo and i had 3 days, yes thats right 3 whole days off of work and school. that means, no tkd, no temples, no school, no source news, no nothing. nothing for 3 days. SO awesome! saturday we went to the mall and target and just walked around looking at stuff and had dinner. sunday we did nothing....just sat around the house being lazy ( Read more... )

so, school has started off with out much of a hitch. here is a quick look at what i'm taking and what i think ( Read more... )

so valentines day was rather un eventful tho paulo was sweet and got me roses and a touching ca rd...tomorrow is my 4 yr anny with paulo so we r going out to dinner after work tomorrow instead of t rying to do something last nigh...i got a very shiny black ipod nano, so if anyone has a song they suggest i listen to, send it my way.
yeah. byes

so tomorrow is my 21st birthday, I am excited. my lil bro thinks i need to get drunk because i can. i'll probably have a drink because i am finally legal but no intentions of getting drunk on a wednesday. christmas/hanukah was interesting. paulo's parents got me a really awesome purse- its purple! haha, and paulo got me a bunch of cute tees from ( Read more... )