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Everything for the most part is going ok. I have some money in the bank. I'm almost out of debt, I got myslef into not to long ago. I'm still work non-stop basically. The one day I really wish I could of been off of work, but I had to work. :-( Its hard talking about what I've been up too without saying whats on my mind. I got out of work at a ( Read more... ) -
Confused
Kinda confused
I've come to a 3-way split.
As I see it there 3 choices all with there good points and reasons for each. Picking the right path has never been one of my greatest Strengths Ha! One before all others I ravish all my attention on. My greastest belief is my biggest fault at times. I refuse the disbelief that its not true.
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alittle confused
She's single again. She's single again. Why am I excited? I guess I'm being alittle stupid but I can't but wanna take whats shes typing to me right now as that she still likes me and part of her wants me back. I so would take her back without a second thought. I think I'd feel alittle wierd at first cause she was just with someone. It's my baby I ( Read more... ) -
. . . .this pic seems right for this entry
Tonight for some I can't get 12-31-03 off my mind. Maybe if I go to sleep that'll help. I can use all the help I can get. -
It's safe to say no one reads this thing
No one probably remembers I even have one of these thing. lol Maybe here I can write freely without problems. My thoughts cause trouble. I don't understand, you don't care for me then who gives a shit. Right? Right. I bought One-x and Switched I got today from Best Bizzle lmao. Which was pretty funny I was looking at big screen tvs ( a birthday ( Read more... ) -
time
This has to be the worst time of the day for me. It just completely sucks, I used to love all the silence and peace you get from this time of the day. But it seems to be my worst enemy now. I keep having all these thoughts and memories flash into my mind. But with no emotions, I don't feel anything when I'm thinking of them. I just feel really cold ( Read more... ) -
don't bother reading. random stupid shit
God damit i'm so fucking pissed. completely comsumed, every word i hear is an insult, mocking, degrading. Flase smiles hinding the looks of disgust. The world sees me as some kind of idoit. Staring at what you want focusing every moment to it, leaves you blind to see whats going on. But the moment your eyes stray, everyone comes up to you to speak ( Read more... ) -
Day Off!
This is my first day off in awhile. I came to drop off kellys gift and she asked me to stay over night. So here I am, tuesday at her house. She goes to work soon till 11pm. I don't know what I wanna do today maybe the mall. Definitly have to find something, before I lose my mind. Something Feels really fucking off being here. I dunno. I don't ( Read more... )
