I'm rather stressed out about this war ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm wasting my time...

I'm tired of waiting around for you.
I'm tired of not being able to trust you.
I'm tired of walking in circles.
I want to find something that means something to me.

Where have all the flowers gone?

So- It's been a while, and I've grown so much. I'm getting ready to start something new. I'm very excited. Instead of being the one shown, I'll be showing. I met this boy 2 years ago and started talking to him again a while ago. Now he is moving down here at the end of the month. But he is comming down to see me on sunday. I am very excited! ( Read more... )

So this whole Homecomming thing...

I'm Pretty Excited for it....


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Don't worry. I'm not a real person, so when you rip my heart out of my chest and throw my lifeless body on the ground... I won't feel a thing.

So it's okay.

Sometimes I feel that all of this pointless conversation will get us killed one day. I kind of feel like I'm wasteing my time. I feel that I could be off doing productive things; learning so much. I'm sad that I have a bad hair cut. Man... I wish I was born in a different time era. I wish I could live in california in the mid 60's. Meet gentle ( Read more... )

Yesterday= Amazing!
Today= Cold but I'm sure it will be amazing as well.

My bones are tired, and I don't get enough sleep.

Well, Kyle and I have been successfully on a break for a week now and I'm trying to be all hard ass about it, but the truth is that it kills me? I miss that boy, but if he doesn't love me anymore, you can't very well force love. Oh well... It was good while it lasted ( Read more... )

So I come home in 7.5 days and I´´m not sure how I feel about that. I havn´t been able to sleep for that past couple of days because I´ve been thinking to much... Yeah, I think now. I really really miss Lyndz and Kyle. I miss them so much, that I truely don´t miss them at all. I´m missingly numb, if that makes any sence. I´m absolutley exhausted. ( Read more... )

Sometimes there is a time and a place for everything, i´ve always said, but what happens when the times and places change? It doesn´t matter if you feel like shit, it´s just all of what you put into it. People say being a kid is the best time of your life. Well, for me it just happened to be the worst. I´m not one to welcome change very open- ( Read more... )