Life is moving so fast i feel like i can hardly keep up ( Read more... )

So the living situation i am in now has reached that point. I can no longer stand to live here any longer. What this means is i need roomates. I currently live in notrh scottsdale. I know that is sorta far for most people but the thing is the house next to me is for rent for $995 a month not a bad price for a house with a two car garage. So now i ( Read more... )

I leave in 2 days. I am stressing to the max. I am not done with everything i need to be done with. This is making me ancy. This is making me unhappy. I need to get my check from merry widow i need to get my oil changed i need to figure out how everything will fit in my car i need to go driving with za i need to finish my corset and drus corset. I ( Read more... )

New thouths are this.. as i lay in bed yesterday evening with nothing better to do my mind drifted to packing my car with all the things i want to take. My car isnt big and it isnt small. So now i begin to wonder... How is it all going to fit? I feel that it will be quite a process trying to see to it that everything fits and there is still enough ( Read more... )

You may be facing a basic conflict between needing to work and wanting to play, yet you aren't receiving enough support to ease your concerns. Let's face it: you have been burning the midnight oil in order to get everything finished. Unfortunately, it's not quite time yet to slow down. Pace yourself until you complete your work. The fun will follow ( Read more... )

So i know it is still three weeks away but hey I like to plan ahead some times ok! So here it is the grand plan for my b day ( Read more... )

Reality is hard. When i think about it to much it freaks me out. I cant handle all the unknown. The whole concept of vast existance, my mental capacity peaks and i freez up. I am having a mental melt down right now. My brain is to hott, it needs time to cool off. To much stuff swirling around to many possiblitys, to many unanswered questions. I ( Read more... )

Ok i know my b day isnt untill April but some one buy me the Departed. I need to own that movie.

I have some one haunting me. I dont know what i ever did to you? Nor do i know why you feel you have to be what you might consider a "hero" But you are not you are a virus infecting my life. Not only my life but toms life as well. I want this virus gone. Tom has already gotten rid of his LJ so you cant infect there any more. Now maybe you thought ( Read more... )

I dont even know what to say or where to begin. My brain is swimming. I am lost at sea in my own thoughts. I Worry because in the course of only 2 weeks my full proof save money plan is gone. I seem to be at no money and falling back into less then no money fast. I need side jobs, side jobs, side jobs. And I need them fast. I am going to AZ no ( Read more... )