hahaha. did he just say that to me?! holy fuck...
didnt know he felt like that....
deciding where to put it in my mind....
hahahaha. oh geez.....
what the future holds for me..... i dont even wanna know.... lmfao

school this morning (= im ready to take notes allll dayyyyyy... hehe... lets see what else today brings...

goonight

haha. today has been a really good day so far ( Read more... )

hahaha. oh shit. im in a good mood... thanks to a certian someone... (= ohhhh geeez!
i wish i could go back to 04.... such good days...
mmmhh... gonna cheeel before school.
im gettin texts up the wazoo this morning... haha. is it the day to talk to juli or somethin? not complainin. im enjoyin it.
.peace.

tonight was a pretty good night i would have to say(=. went over to curtis's house. always a laughing matter... seriously. i seem to laugh so much at his house. his mom is super duper(hahaha) nice. she says some funny things too... mmh... but i rolled 2. n we smoked them. haha. you know how i do...
AMERICAN IDOL SUCKS.
sorry... just had to throw ( Read more... )

it happened...
honestly i couldnt help it. =(

i said i wouldnt do it again....
im gonna be true to my word..

i dont want to lose him.

i know i should talk to him. but i dont wanna feel like a cry baby n shit... n i dont know when the right time to bring it up is when we be chillin n im thinkin bout shit. i have happy times w him. i dont wanna bring the ( Read more... )

contemplating..
much needed alone time right now.
wondering if i should put my thoughts down here..... theyre kinda deep right now...
i need a different way to escape to that one place in my soul....
i keep thinking of that one thing.
holy shit. makes my heart POUND.
holding back..... for now...

i feel sick right now. it started when i tried to eat dinner... im so hungry but no apatite. i ate half a piece of pizza and only one piece of cheesy bread =/ ... i dont know whats wrong with me right now. i have the worst feeling inside..... its like i feel so uneasy its making me sick. god. i hate when this happens ( Read more... )

so i got sent this thing...

wow.....holy shit.
just had to put the thought down...
haha.