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It happened
I cut tonight... He thinks he will see it. But he won't. I'm so frustrated w this shit. Chris says the nicest sweetest things to me and actually cares that I'm sick and wants to tale care of me.., but I'm in love with a guy who really doesn't seem to care that I'm sick and is rude to me. WTF is my problem,?!
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Uhhg
I'm so in love with Ben... I told Chris I wanted to try n work on my family. He's pushing for too much right now. My heart honestly belongs to Ben. But he said some things that really hit me hard. If u reAlly love someone y say those things? I know I'm being selfish right now but I have to be. I don't have anyone to protect me and my best interests ( Read more... ) -
Hmm
There is a part of me that wants a family soooooo bad. Why am I putting myself through this? How do I know what feeling to go with? Being in love with ben or having the family I've always wanted? =/ this shouldn't be hard but it is..... Ben is an amazing guy....
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mmkay
blah blah blah.
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decision time.
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.
im being lied to.
n deceived. and taken advantage of.
and it makes me feel very ill.
and yet the cycle continues.
what am i doing wrong? =( -
miss u mommie
im sad today... like always ( Read more... ) -
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dont really fee like writtin shit... goodnight. -
smokin smokin weed....
i had an awesomly good day and night today. (=
thinkin about some stuff tho... why did he send me that email? =/
so freakin crazy..... haha...
anyways...
connecting with someone in the past... good or bad? hmm...
we'll have to find out i guess..... havent decided what im gonna do...
keepin it real yo!
<3
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o ya
i see how it smells....
hahahahaha fuckin chris greene.. haha. funny shit.. -
give it to me baby!
cant stop
cant stop
cant stop the beat
wont stop
wont stop
wont stop the beat