So I'm settling in to my new post. It's not so bad. In some ways it's fun ( Read more... )

And it's entirely due to last week.

Last Monday something happened that I'm still feeling and still reeling over, like slowing circles of the head-over-feet kind. And since then...

I don't know.

I feel like I should be pissed off. I want to be pissed off. Instead, I feel sick. Trapped. Acutely aware of the condition I've spent my whole life living and ( Read more... )

There's a nervous pit in my stomach that I can't seem to make go away.

For the last two weeks, I think I've been going insane. It's disconcerting to say the least, especially because I never considered myself an entirely sane individual to begin with. But lately my head just won't fucking shut off. I'm blurring lines between thoughts and reality and ( Read more... )

But I don't think I need to be. I know how to manage my life and my affairs and my happiness without intruding on anyone else's.

So suck on that.

Anyway.

A new year. How time flies. I hate new years. By the end of them the sum of the parts is greater than the whole, and you look back on all the miserable bits.

Well, fuck that.

I chose happiness. I'll ( Read more... )

So watched the new episode of Supernatural tonight and...hm.

SPOILERS AHEAD! YOU'VE BEEN WARNED!

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I've seen this happen quite a few times, and honestly, I'm a little exasperated by it.

It seems to be a fairly common occurrence that sometimes authors, who write good work, and a lot of it, frequently, gather quite a fanbase for their stories, and then seem to fall under the impression that there is a demand that must be met. It doesn't matter that ( Read more... )

So here it is, Christmas day.

And I'm stuck, by myself, at work, on lock-down, for most of the fuckin' day.

DAMMIT.

Could be worse, I guess. At least I have cookies. And movies. And internet.

Last night was...well, I went over early to my mother's because I had laundry to do (and fuck, am I glad I have credit now and will be able to remedy my lack of ( Read more... )

There is one thing that frustrates me more than anything else.

Being questioned about why I am the way I am.

I HATE when people try to break down my personality like a problem that needs to be fixed. It really pisses me off. A lot of times when I tell people certain things they'll say things like, 'oh, that'll change', or 'maybe you should work on ( Read more... )

So I've been badgered constantly by my sister to put my Thanksgiving photos up and admittedly they are overdue, but I was too lazy to do it at the time and then I just kept forgetting. So, it's way late, but here we go. Annual photos!


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Well, it snowed like a banshee yesterday. From the time I went to bed after getting off work to shortly before the time I went to bed last night, it just kept coming down. At least 6 inches, by my estimate ( Read more... )