i can't help it i gave in pretty much i know hes going to do this again or possibly use me for the next few months i dont know i just can't help it i gave 2 1/2 yrs to this why would i give up so easily my heart is telling me yes please god yes but my head is telling me stand your ground don't be the cat be the mouse...i love him so much i just ( Read more... )

So he texted me today while i was at work and asked if we were ever gong to hang out again and i invited him to tgo to the beach with me this weekend seeings how i'm not going to be going camping, and then i told him i'd c him @ school ne ways b/c i want to be there by october, and he was ike u have 2 promise not to be a dick speakng in refrence ( Read more... )

so things were going good (so i thought) with me n drew he started school i worked crazy hrs all of a sudden he goes to a party and comes back saying this isn't going to work we talked all night long texted rather and i guess i'm okay weird but i really am i'm thinking about it and i'm not really like depressed or angry just hurt thats all he said ( Read more... )

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okay this may get long but i'm trying to make it short i moved in with tommys old day care teacher her mom turned out to be psychitic so now i am using this awesome made up story to get out of there i still have the same job i hate it andrew and i still c eachother alot ( i know stupid but i have feelings and we seem to work alot of things out ( Read more... )

it's finally over allt he pain all the drama all the bull shit its all over with and kevin and i are going to be roomies he said he wants to get an apt with me so i guess i'm okay ...

jsut for the hell of it heres some inside joke..

"kelsey?....yeah i'm watching your dick is hard your hand is rubbing it"
"sexions"

::sigh:: i was angry untill stacey said what she had to say now i'm jsut sad what did i ever do to deserve this kind of treatent i gave him everythingand he turns his back on me just like everyone else and he wonders why i cant trust him it's hard to trust someone who can't stop hurting you it's like a dog if you beat it it'll eventually cower or ( Read more... )

so last nigth drew was "talking in his sleep" again saying how he tried to make things work and he doesn't want to keep fighting this thing so i decided that i would talk back to him then he was like i tried so hard i tried and i laughed and was like wnad you wonder why i have ulcers? so then my tummy really started to hurt i mean to the point ( Read more... )

turns out my suspicios were true he;s been calling this sara girl the second i get out of his car at stwearts parking lot i think he knows i know but isn't sure what to do about it now i heard him on the phone with collin and then i found a magazine fromt he porn shop in the back of his car and he's like yeah colin wanted to get his gf a dildo ( Read more... )

well come to find out my remodeling of staceys interesting facts is good we all learned something new about eachother which helps sometimes certain things people jsut didn't know you about and maybe they whould have...work seemed to fly by tonight but tomorrow i am closing with greg again so whoo hoo go me! some guy asked me the dfference between ( Read more... )