Waiting dulls my edge, I hate when I do this to myself. My thoughts make me a coward.

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I like 5 seat. I like lineup changes, getting closer to what will work. We will win saturday rocking hardcore with an average boat weight of 130ish pounds. I am the biggest guy at 150 pounds... I feel fat!

I've determined that untill further notice or Brian caring about the 3rd eight our anthem should be "Adagio for Strings". We need something magic or we are headed for a big loss all season, I am not being pessimistic, the speed just isn't there at the moment. I don't know how JV or any of the other boats feel but it couldn't be like this.

I am really surprised at some twists. I wouldn't have ever thought about it that way but what if I was right. The cost of being wrong is too much but well so is not doing and being right. Whats the appropreate alpha level?

No no its not that.

I had an exceptionally good day. I came to school and realized I missed almost nothing in any of my classes when I was out sick. Then I get through the most chill day at school feeling so calm. Next on the way to practice I get a green light at every intersection and make record time, no slow people in the middle or fast lane nothing annoying at ( Read more... )

Damn

So lets see, I am in third eight and third eight is doing badly. Wow this sounds like exactly what I said would happen in august. Hope and effort asside things ended up exactlyas I thought they would. I don't mind being third eight really, I do ( Read more... )

1:49's 7:18 I am chill with that not proud or sad.