Holy shit!

[blahblah_shutup]

I just read through some journal entries that have occured in the past few days. I also read some comments that were made...it's amazing how mean I can actually be. I almost felt bad for saying such harsh things to Nikki, until today at school when she wouldn't fight me but just sat there and talked shit...fucking people. I just don't understand

Comments

Uh

[conundrum_me]

Nikki showed ta my work today I was like whoa there I guess shes friends with another worker there I was lik eoh look theres sarahs leech well neways we really need to talk I havent really talked to you in a long time and I think were due for a talking or 2 things have been going so crapy latly and it sucks

[bruised_sanity]

So... you never wrote me back?

freak

[anonymous]

Brittny is being really bitchy latley I really need someone to talk to hope youll callme soon your favotite beaner

sorry hun....

[blahblah_shutup]

I don't have your number. Call me anytime and we can talk. Take care!

yeah you do

[conundrum_me]

Ive given you my number like a million times and that its on your caller ID I called you like a million times today at wrk today cause I wanted to wish you a happy B_DAY but it always busy Im having a really shitty day well I guess I better do waht you told me to do once DEAL WITH IT well you know what Im sick of it I wish I could give it all back I wish I was never born damn it I am dealing with it I fucking hate every body I hate this life damn it all to hell

I'm so sorry sweetie....

[blahblah_shutup]

I know how hard things can get. I've been so stressed and anxious the last couple weeks. I cut the other day. Not bad but that doesn't matter. The fact is that I cut and thats horrible to me. I wish I could fix things for you...or at least make it easier. But all I can do is be here for you.

Why

[conundrum_me]

why are we not updating our journal

thanx

[conundrum_me]

thanx for ditching me friday night