Wonderful thing number 1: Sasha. I spent the night at his apartment and we had a great time. Such a good boy, really so good ( Read more... )

Do you all love my new icon pic? I know andi will.

I've been such a bad friend recently. I've neglected a lot of people. It's just that when I feel like I have recently being with my friends seems like more work than fun.

I know I shouldn't complain. I know there are all sorts of single people out there that will get all bitter at reading this. I know that this is just me bitching when I have no right to complain, but I want to complain and this is my livejournal so I will complain if I want to. I am bitter because I don't get to see my Sasha as much as I want to ( Read more... )

I'm gonna get my shit together, slowly but surely. I just wrote a paper that was due on september 24th. It is ok. That is the first assignment that I have compleated for my NS class all year. It is ok. I now have a plan, a way to catch up, this is gonna work. I am meating with Katharyn and Matt from my class every tuesday and friday afternoon ( Read more... )

I just called home with the express intention of telling my mom that I want to go on the pill. I've talked to her about going on the pill a few different times over the years. I've always been a mild supporter of it and she was always somewhat against it. I never pushed the subject before but now I want to go on it and it would be nice if I ( Read more... )

we had a party lastnight. Started out allright I suppose. I got really drunk, drunker than I should've. I knew I was going to drink too much before I even started. It would've been alright except that it really bugged Sasha. I think he was sort of disgusted by how I was acting while drunk so he avoided me. I felt regected and and got really ( Read more... )

Today has turned out to be the greatest day ever. I got to hang out with Sebastien, I wrote a paper, I read half a novel, and I got to "spend quality time" with my boyfriend. I can't think of a better way to live life. Things are looking up.

So it's sunday. I need to write one paper a day for the next three days. This needs to happen or I am gonna have to leave Hampshire. Maybe i'm being over dramatic, but maybe I'm not. A year off of school could be really good for me. Maybe next year. Next semester I want to take all off campus classes, that might help. I can't take next ( Read more... )

I have to leave for class in about 3min but I felt like updating none the less. not that I have anything to say specifically. I've been really wierd recently and I don't know why. I seem to be happier and emotionally healthier than I usually am so what is the problem? I do not know. I have been having tons of fun at school and have the ( Read more... )