... i lied. this is important to me. it always has been. the thing is for me it's easier to keep my mouth shut and just know it's not important to anyone else (at least not anyone important to me). it would be worse to be talking about it and asking everyone else to be excited and be constantly be reminded that no one else cares ( Read more... )

i like to be alone from time to time, but i can't be left alone. i start to think things that should not be thought, and i hear things that are nothing and make them into something. i go places that i don't like to go. i turn into that seven year old that walks up stairs into the dark living room Sunday after supper and just sits on the floor ( Read more... )

I hate forgetting it's Wednesday, getting a hamburger, taking 2 bites before seeing a guy w/ ashes on his forehead, then spitting out that second bite, not having my emails returned, writing a six page essay on the vocabulary of science in ~An Enemy of the People~, gulls where ducks should be, waiting for chemicals to fuck with embryos, having to ( Read more... )

i hate bitches, people coughing in my ear, dudes that wear shorts when it's 19 degrees outside, and when tall people walk so fast that they are no longer blocking the wind from me.
i do like Thnks fr th Mmrs and the demonic howls of the wind outside my door.

BLAHs and anti-hearts

Kaylee: Everyone's got somebody. Wash, tell me I'm pretty.
Wash: Were I unwed, I would take you in a manly fashion.
Kaylee: 'Cause I'm pretty?
Wash: 'Cause you're pretty.

BLAHs and anti-hearts

Canda and i decided this should be our horoscope everyday not just today. Now we have to move from knowing that it is true to accepting that it is true ( Read more... )

apparently i've caught the weeding fever. either that or my brain is melting. next august/september i will have three weddings within 6 weeks. tim/laura, ben/alyssa, and marcy/marc. not only have i picked out my dress for tim/laura's (over a year away) i broke down to the pink bodice (for the slow readers that's the top of the dress if i spelt ( Read more... )

Girl Scout reunion was tonight as the troop is ending. realized why i don't really keep in touch with people from st. teresa's, but that i do have a lot of memories with them. it's just awkward. (is awkward an awkward looking word on purpose?) odin bit me yesterday. he was fighting with gianna and i got in the way. it still kind of hurts, ( Read more... )

The Venture Brothers season 2 premieres next Sunday.

ok i need someone to go shopping with me sometimes tuesday afternoon or night. if you don't know what i intend to buy you obviously haven't been listening to the majority of what i've said for the past month and a half. i've got a gift card of an unknown amount to newbury comics so our quest will begin there. if we are unsuccessful we'll move on ( Read more... )