Well i was gonna get a new journal but fuck it i put so much energy into this one i might as well keep the fucker. too bad you cant just change the screen name or can u? well me and krista are gonna see eachother agian on the weekend. i hope it goes alrite. ive already done something stupid that i sould not evan be talking about. courtney is ( Read more... )

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Ive been thinking about transitioning for so long now, it was so clear to me and i thought i knew what i wanted. to be honest i do not think transitioning is the way for me to help like myself better. there is so much that goes along with being trans and a part of me will always be trans but i do not think i can go through with it. i have lost so ( Read more... )

Well im still at moms and im going home tommrow. maybe ill have plans for the weekedn im working on it muahaha. i cant belive how fast the month went. i need to get a new bus pass and money to renew my gym membership im going to stick with the y and not join the works like i was thinking about doing. so what if it takes me longer to get there and ( Read more... )

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i dont know why but i feel so down, i went out for a while but i still fell down. im trying to feel happy but its just not happening. i dont know what it is thats making me feel this way. why would someone feel close to tears for no reason? i just feel so alone. theres no one i know online that i can confide in anymore thats not sick of hearing my ( Read more... )

ahhh the good ol days of music..well i know it was mostly about drugs and freedome back then but hell at least it wasnt about image.. i was gonna write more but ill do that later im hunting for music.

Im back from the movies it was fun. shrek 2 was ok i guess i was too busy picking on courtney to notice, i really liked krista we held hands durning the movie. i hope she liked me too. we had to sit in the very front row casue the place was packed and we never bothred to go in early. we walked around for a while and cheeked out chicks afterward. ( Read more... )

I went to the gym again to day. i had a good workout but im running out of bus rides arr im gonna have to just get a monthly pass next time. I tryed the weight bench today for the first time in a while, i have bearly any upper body strength and it makes me mad that i cant lift much. there was an older man there lifting just the bar so i know how he ( Read more... )

Ive been talking to C online for a while now and it turns out she wants to finaly meet, we have been meaning to but we just seem to forget it. well today she imed me and asked me a few questions ones she already knew turns out she wants me to go on a blind date with her galpal. so the weekend were gonna go meet up at the mall see shrek 2 and see if ( Read more... )