i dont know how i feel anymore..im so confused about so many diffrent things..i thought i liked this guy but i think i liked the idea of him more then the guy himself we talked about alot of things and i told him we couldnt be..but after that i feelt bad and why i dont know...things never seem right anymore with anything...i think its the way i am ( Read more... )

today i went to the gym again. The music there was up louder then usual i think its becasue they had a bike class while i was there, it drowned out my music. it wasnt that bad until tearing up my heart by indasink came on that threw off my game luckey i was done for the day before the song was over. man i wish they would make a portine bar that ( Read more... )

Act your age:18 Born on what day of the week:um..Wensday i think Chore you hate:washing dishes Dad's name:Gerry Essentail make-up item:none.. " ICK" Favorite actors/actresses:Ashley Judd Gold or sliver:Silver Hometown:St.John's Instruments you play:guitar ..sorta Job title:un-n-ployed Kids:none Living arrangements:on my own with some roomies Mom's ( Read more... )

Well im sligltly ossafied...not shitfaced just ossafied. i dont evan know why im trying to type becasue i  should be in bed..i paln on it soon enough...my stomach sudenly hurts. its below zero out so its snowing..it cant just be cold no.it has to snow at the same time how fucking depressing..we bacily had mothers day today. and tommrow its off to ( Read more... )

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OH MY FUCKING GOD. I JUST HAD THIS LONG ENTRY AND BAM ITS GONE. HOLY HELL I GIVE UP ITS NOT WORTH IT RIGHT NOW. I AM SO UNBELIVABLY MAD. FUCK THIS ..FUCK EVERYTHING..AND FUCK WHO EVER BITCHES BECASUE I CANT SPELL IM FUCKING DISLECTIC LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE. HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW THAT RICH TEXT FORMAT DELEATED WHAT I HAD TYPED ( Read more... )

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howdy journal land. like posted in the ftm, i got up was grumpy as hell and cleaned like a lunitc but keept my orgnized mess. watched some good ol day time tv and now im writing this. im going to moms house tonight she should be on the highway..big dbear never emailed me last night *boohoo* so he better do it when he gets online :P or else! i cant ( Read more... )

.. well now i know why i have been so fuckin bitcy and tempermental.. i started the rags today.but im a boy dang it!...right out of the blue. damn i hate this at least if it was regualr i would be able to be warned but nooo it comes then goes away for a few months and bam it comes back. no wounder i have felt heavyer then normal..GRR ( Read more... )

Day two of working out was today. i needed saturday and sunday away from working out too heel but i did walk around the mall on saturday. I felt way better today so i went off again this time i was going to have a plan where i did cardio and worked my legs and stomach but i could not do it becasue the damn wights called me and i had to work my ( Read more... )