i could put in to words how i feel

im always alone

im just not here anymore

so i moved to northgate with my girlfriend
i work at best buy
i joined a band
i got a new bass
i have to work at 3am today

happy post-turky day everyone

i have nothing left

to give

for my self

blah.......

i basicly have no job
i have no money
i have a show coming up soon
i made a guitar pedal
i am going to start a guitar pedal company
i cant sleep

yeah thats how my life is going

not got
but not bad

but on the good side i still have an awesome girlfriend :-)

I LOVE YOU SHANNON!

iv got alot of them
and none of them are good

so yeah i got a PSP and other stuff for x-mas
and there is talk about the sidearms getting back together
and the noise show is comeing up soon
also i am starting a band with my friend frank
new years was FUCKING rad (9 1/2 hours drunk)
2 of my best friends are datting each other and its soooo fucking cute
still working at spencers
and yeah good

i could break any moment
just hold me while i shatter

im sick :-(