Why does it hurt so bad? probably because it's all my fault.

everyone should go add miss_keiko because i just met her tonight and she's the coolest cat on the walk. and she's sexy and funny and just really cool. and she's new...so everyone should welcome her and give her a hug.

this is for mel, cause i love her. *updates just for mel*

so yeah. enjoy it. i donno what i'm doing *laughs* i think i should go back home for a while.

this is short and sweet. not really sweet...but short. okay. i'm gonna go now.

wow. i haven't updated in a long time. it just goes to show you how lazy i've become! it's so crazy sad. all i do is sit around now. i'm so ashamed. i should start excersicing more. tamyra works out a lot. perhaps i'll start working out w/ her. we can get buff together ( Read more... )

well, the american idol tour starts tomorrow. that's gonna be fun. i just realized though, that during it, i'm gonna have to leave and go back and do this reunion thing with aaron and everyone. it's all good. jim's excited and nervous at the same time. i'm just stoical about the whole thing. it's pretty cool ( Read more... )

Yesterday was so awesome. first i went and hung out with mel. we went putt putting and then to the beach to just relax. then she took me home and i spent some time with my baby. i missed him so much. he's been in dance training and everything getting ready for the tour. i think i should be the one training him...i'm a pretty good dancer. but ( Read more... )

well, life has definately turned it's page in my life. the tour's over, i've moved in with jim, i have the bestest best platonic girlfriend, zara_phillips and bestest best platonic sister m_chisholmyup...the tour's over. i have mixed feelings about it. i'm really going to miss everyone, obviously. they're like my second family. we spent so much time together and ( Read more... )

so much is going on right now. i just don't know...

*is the shortest entry i've ever made*

I got into LA yesterday! when i found the new apartment, i went in, and Jim was still sleeping. so i quietly layed down next to him and put my arms around him and just watched him sleep. he's so beautiful, and he looks so peaceful when he sleeps. he woke up a little later and we just looked at eachother for a while and smiled. it was so great ( Read more... )

okay, so i met will_kemp and he's also a dancer. he was that dude dancing on the GAP commercial. yeah...he was good...but i'm so much better *laughs* just kidding! newayz, he's a really awesome person and everyone should add him to their friends list, and put him on your buddy lists and talk to him when he's online. he's great.

/pimp