I can't believe i dind't win. i was the best one there. i busted my ass off.

Oh yeah...America voted and they voted me out. Fuckers. They don't know talent when they see it. I'm Blake McFuckingGrath. being a backup dancer for aaron was good and all, but honestly, it made me a "backup dancer" for good. people need to recognize.

and naomi_judd offered ( Read more... )

Everyone should go see my movie: Chicago. haha it's not really my movie...but yeah. i was in it. look for me in the opening act of 'all that jazz'. i'm in that one, and also when richard gere is infront of the big marionettes. haha i'm a big puppet :-x ( Read more... )

[did anyone else see Blake dancing on the regis and kelly show? or was i the only one? lol aaron performed and blake was in the background doing his thing. i thought it was pretty cool. i miss a lot of you =/ ]

Jim is finally done w/ the tour...i couldn't be happier. we finally get to be together alone in our apartment and for a long time now. we had 2 weeks together before the ai tour started. now everything's done for both of us for a while.

i bought this wall lamp for our bedroom. i haven't hung it on the wall yet, but i will soon. it "casts a ( Read more... )

it's my birthday today. i'm 19. that's how old jim is <3 i love him so much. i'm just taking the day to relax and think about the past and future. and be with my sweetie all day. yup...that's it.

You know, lately i've been really tempted by other people. I see all these hot people...guys and gals, and i just want to jump on them all. i donno what's up w/ me...i'm all horny and stuff. it's really weird, too, cause i'm not usually like this. but then i think about jim and i get all happy again cause i know that i love him so much and he ( Read more... )

Everyone should go add jacob_young to their friends list. i talked to him today and he's a really cool guy. he sings, acts, does everything. you can talk to him on aim sn "LJacobYoung". go show him love.

I'm so damn retarded, i swear. I miss him so much. why did i listen to him and come back anyway? i should have just stayed. I talked to nikki_mck and she completely talked some sense into me ( Read more... )

Okay, i put my name in that googlism thing, and some of mine were really funny!
i put the funnier ones at the bottom
( my funny googlism things )

i'm back in LA now. it feels really weird to be in the apartment alone. I miss him a lot. I keep listening to tamyra singing 'a house is not a home' and i just can't help but to cry. more than ever does it really mean something to me.

a chair is still a chair ( Read more... )