What do you want from me?
Would it be okay if I ran back to your arms and said I needed you?
Not that I could, too much time has passed.
Why can't you let things go
let them rest in the place we forgot them
for my sake, for your sake
for Tristen's sake

I bought it baby!


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I got a dozen long stemmed roses from Simon the yesterday.
I put them down the garbage disposal.

Shock value ( Read more... )

Not pregnant. I'm really really really really really glad. If I were, it would be Simon's, and another 'accidental baby' by a father I don't want involved with would not be a good thing. I would much rather have a baby from an anonymous donor, maybe I'll think about it when I am settled in. Right now, Alexis and AJ are helping me get the last ( Read more... )

First of all, I have been missing my period. Fuck. I'm on birth control, so I don't get it ( Read more... )

I am trying very hard to figure out the vendetta the rest of the (original) top 10 have developed against me. Maybe I never noticed it before. Maybe I just don't care.

I don't know what it is, but something about seeing a daddy with his baby makes me ache inside. I try to be a mommy and a daddy to Tristen, but sometimes I just wish he had a man in his life. Don't get me wrong, I'm not the desperate woman that searches high and low for a father for her illegitimate child, but it does make me sad ( Read more... )

LOL! Simon blocked me from his journal. How can it be he can't take me fucking around with him like he used to?

Simon, come on. When did you become a weak man?

Nikki's back and better than ever ( Read more... )