WHAT THE FUCK I NEVER POST ON THIS!
snap. been seein' people that had forgotten about me, harrassed by those that i wish would forget about me, derogated by those i truly care about and love, and *ON TOP OF IT ALL* im still unable to create a non-imaginary mutual relationship. SNAP!
life is a beach

HAS ANYONE SEEN MY PHONE? AHHHHHHHHHH

live through this with me.

and i will die for you.

i saw my lover sAMMMMMMS. AND I DANCED WITH RANDOMS FOR EVER. AND i like told some fucking fratties off like they is shit'(they is) and theni got someone to drive me home.it was pretty hott and i loved everone and i just want to have more griends like these. sweet hot. i ought not message late at nite. xoxo

i cant sleep. it could be the nicotine patch. or that all i had today was adderall, diet coke, and coffee ( Read more... )

what a day for a new day what a year for a new year
i am soooooo ready for a new year

i am relapsing tonite! with my father. s c o r e
and i made my sister a big gin and juice for her party. shes a howard and a little bit of a late bloomer. im just trying to help her run the howard course.

so i can make creme brulee like you dont fucking know.
watch out because sugar aint the only thing i torch with my flame thrower.
and cross stitch things that say "go fuck your self" with hearts and birdies and bunnies.

i am no longer comfortable in my misery

Anthony walked to his death because he thought he'd never feel ( Read more... )

so my mom bought me a creme brulee set. a torch and four cuppy things. IF YOU KNOW ME this makes me feel so much better about life. and be prepared to eat really untasty but aesthetically pleasing brulee. presentation is 90% of the deal ( Read more... )

last week i get an impression made for my clenched jaw and they find a cavity.
this week i ask to get my piercing cleaned and they find a cyst.
daddy numbed me up and cut it out.
sobriety has made my body nonfunctional